Rebecca Nicole
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About: I'll never find my place on earth, but I refuse to fade away..

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Small Soldiers  (Taken with instagram)

Small Soldiers (Taken with instagram)

@andycorrea surprised me :) I seriously am in love with this HANDSOME man!  (Taken with instagram)

@andycorrea surprised me :) I seriously am in love with this HANDSOME man! (Taken with instagram)

Yup.  (Taken with instagram)

Yup. (Taken with instagram)

Brother Sister 2 (Taken with instagram)

Brother Sister 2 (Taken with instagram)

Warrior face  (Taken with instagram)

Warrior face (Taken with instagram)

It’s been a while…

“Believing in God is as much like falling in love as it is making a decision. Love is both something that happens to you and something you decide upon.”
― Donald Miller, Blue Like Jazz: Nonreligious Thoughts on Christian Spirituality

I haven’t written anything lately because for a while I had been completely apathetic about everything in my life. Apathy spread like wild fire through my life. I felt like it burned all my progress to the ground and I did not know where to start again. I missed God but I was to ashamed to ask Him for help. The whole time that’s what He wanted from me. He is always here to help me. I am never alone in anything. I just finished reading Blue Like Jazz and it took me a while to finish it, but I am pretty sure God meant for it to happen that way. There is a part in the book where he says a pastor cried when asked the question how he felt about Jesus. Donald Miller said he wanted to be in love with Jesus like that, too. So did I. That part of the book stuck with me because I have always wanted to feel that way. I had cried in church before but I feel like I never understood how much God really does love me and how much He will always be there for me until right now.

Literally about 20 minutes ago.

I was just really upset about something and then I just thought about Him and I started to smile, sing, and dance.

That’s how much the Lord loves me. He doesn’t want me to upset or mad. That’s not from Him. Those emotions do not relate to Him.

I have been dependent on a lot of things other than Him but starting right now I will always depend on Him. He will never let me down and He will never leave me.

I never knew who I was in this world. I never really knew my purpose or what career I was meant for and I think it is because I was meant for something greater.

I am a daughter in Christ.

I think that’s better than any job title.

Andres Correa. My man. 1st birthday.  (Taken with instagram)

Andres Correa. My man. 1st birthday. (Taken with instagram)

For my boo @andycorrea. Surpriseeeeee!  (Taken with instagram)

For my boo @andycorrea. Surpriseeeeee! (Taken with instagram)

Tonight, we are young so lets set the world on fire.  (Taken with instagram)

Tonight, we are young so lets set the world on fire. (Taken with instagram)

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